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onewiththebandIt's one of the not great days and he hasn't been able to get out of bed at all. It's part of theside effect of the drugs he's on for this experimental trial. Which sucks cause today was the day that he and Sawyer had planned to go out for dinner and then maybe up to the roof to look at the constellations. And now he's sweaty and shaking and miserable.
Even more so now that he has to cancel on her. He hates it when that happens. She always understands but still sometimes he wonders when it'll be too much and she'll leave him for someone who can actually take her dancing in Paris and shopping in Shanghai.
He knows that she loves him and that's what keeps him going most days. Days like today, though it's just so hard to see the good through the pain and the sweats.
And he doesn't know how she always knows the exact right thing to do, but he woke up to find her cuddled up behind him and he doesn't know if she's actually magic or if it's just a placebo effect where his brain just equates her with good and sunshine and warmth.
He sort of also doesn't care, because she's here and she's holding tight to him and he knows that she won't let him go.
Even more so now that he has to cancel on her. He hates it when that happens. She always understands but still sometimes he wonders when it'll be too much and she'll leave him for someone who can actually take her dancing in Paris and shopping in Shanghai.
He knows that she loves him and that's what keeps him going most days. Days like today, though it's just so hard to see the good through the pain and the sweats.
And he doesn't know how she always knows the exact right thing to do, but he woke up to find her cuddled up behind him and he doesn't know if she's actually magic or if it's just a placebo effect where his brain just equates her with good and sunshine and warmth.
He sort of also doesn't care, because she's here and she's holding tight to him and he knows that she won't let him go.
